There’s nothing like smashing a bunch of tiles to get stress out. Which is why one of the things I look forward to most on our annual Summer holiday is creating another mosaic picture.
We love to take advantage of Australia’s warm Summer weather by taking the kids camping along the beautiful coastline of New South Wales. One of our favourite spots is a caravan park nestled between a stunning beach and a National Park.
It is the perfect spot for us and the kids to relax after a busy year – with lots of outdoor activities and a Kid’s Club every morning.
A few years back, while watching our three kids participating in the Kids Club, the teacher asked me if I wanted to join some other parents for a mosaic class that afternoon. I quite like craft, so signed up on the spot – not really knowing what mosaic was or what it involved.
Four hours later, I was in my element – smashing tiles with a hammer, smearing glue over them and painstakingly selecting different shards of tile to create a picture.
It was slow-going and required concentration… forcing me to ignore the thoughts that had been whirring through my mind, and the stress of the past six months.
Ten days later, all those shards of smashed up tile had been transformed into a picture of a beautiful hummingbird, which I proudly took home to give to my mum as a gift.
Visiting her this past weekend, I noticed it hanging in her kitchen – and it made me think.
In the months leading up to its creation, I had been in the throes of a severe depressive episode. It felt like someone had taken my life and smashed it – breaking me into unrecognisable pieces.
Yet, now as I look at that mosaic, I realise that (very slowly) the broken shards of my life have been taken and molded to form a different me. One that is not quite the same, but equally as special.
Looking around me at my friends and family, I realise that most of us have been through something that has shattered us. Left us feeling broken and worthless… like a pile of smashed up tiles.
Yet, there is a plan in store for us – a plan to use our pain and our hardship to show others that out of brokenness can come something beautiful.
Do you enjoy doing crafts? Do they provide you with an outlet to help manage your condition? I’d love to hear about them in the comments below!